oh Lord, don`t bring me down

" i wrote a letter to the sky saying maybe one day you`ll get to kiss me.. "

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19 days till moving to Wales, im pretty excited

its a perfect situation to think all trough, take a deep breath, spend time with dad, learn english, earn some money for study and to find new solutions..

on the other hand i would like u to get keep me here,

but its obvious - things`ve changed, i was just naive, yr lies were too much beautiful to understand what person u trully are..

but now i probably know in what direction, new way i should go,

my heart`s screaming, everything hurts right now, im freaking out

sometimes u just gotta let things go and moving on, dont look on back and just follow yr intuition..
but i dont even know if i could get u out of my head.. i admit - i cant sleep, eat either..

anyway.. we`ll see what`s gonna be

what a confession, in my case - shockkk! lol

so many words written here, i dont know what for

umm